Why am I so angry?
I kick the covers off of me.
My skin is crawling.
I want to roar.
It feels like the walls of our modern Bordeaux apartment are caving in on me.
I’m infuriated for what seems like no reason.
WATCH VIDEO: WHY AM I SO ANGRY? 😤
https://youtu.be/JpKkvcrefMo
Tossing and turning in bed, the turmoil accelerates transforming me into a cave woman (oh, if you could’ve seen this bright, shiny side of me 😂).
I pound the mattress with my heels and fists.
Rarrrr!
You okay, love? Jason carefully questions.
No, NO!! I’m not okay.
Something is wrong. Something is terribly wrong.
What is it? He continues in the dark.
I don’t know.
I feel so much anger and I don’t know why.
My whole body starts sweating with fury.
Is menopause hitting me early?
REALLY freakin’ early?
I suddenly have this desperate need to run out of the building and put my feet in the grass. But, there is no grass. Just beautiful cobblestone roads we’ve been trekking for weeks.
And that’s when it hits me.
My body has not touched the earth in nearly a month.
A massive exhale of recognition suddenly sets in …
This anger is not insane.
This fury is not wrong or bad.
This fire has not come to burn the building down.
It has come to give me an illuminating message that I’m finally hearing.
It’s pointing to a deep need that my body is begging for.
My body desperately needs to ground.
She needs earthing, to walk barefoot in a forest.
(Btw, If you don’t know about earthing, search YouTube for Earthing – the movie – it will blow your mind!)
How did I forget?!
I know the research and the science.
More importantly, I know from personal experience that earthing is as necessary for my physical body as eating, sleeping and drinking water.
Somehow, though, through these glorious travels through Europe, I lost touch.
I’m sharing this with you because anger gets a very bad rap when in reality, anger is your friend (if you know how to relate healthily with it).
In today’s new video I show you how to be in right relationship with anger so you can turn your most frustrating moments into clarity and momentum!
Standing for you – the True You … always!
Veronica
PS I’m currently writing this from a breathtaking eco-cottage in the mountains of Spain. That “monster” called anger was actually an angel in disguise. Hearing it’s message led us here … literally, to heaven on earth. Thank you, Anger! 🙂
“Perhaps all the dragons in our lives are princesses who are only waiting to see us act, just once, with beauty and courage. Perhaps everything that frightens us is, in its deepest essence, something helpless that wants our love.” Rilke
